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COLDER (Prod. ADV)
04:23
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All the shit i done been through that shit left me colder
I don’t really got shit against you that just made me colder
I cannot say I miss you that just make me colder
Make me colder, make me colder
Tellin’ me that you want me, so what
Whole lotta women in line ’n
Tired of the stop and go, say Simon
I text two women at once, waste time in
The middle of a studio session
Tryna lock in, progressin’
I ain’t thinkin’ ‘bout undressin’
Tired of the talkin’
Tellin’ me ‘bout where you walkin’
What ya dog ate for breakfast
I just, planned a trip out to Texas
Wit’ a woman I’ve yet to have sex with
Let’s see how it goes
Cause all the ones in the past
Got up out of they clothes
And that’s it
No connection, just dick
But if I call it out, they gon’ trip, damn
I ain’t tryna be nobody else
Baby I’m Cam
Coldest rapper you done ever met
Wit’ fantastic manners and a heavy rep
For gettin’ panties off, shit is effortless
But I’m changin’, I do not need no roster
Long as you feed that monster
All the shit i done been through that shit left me colder
I don’t really got shit against you that just made me colder
I cannot say I miss you that just make me colder
Make me colder, make me colder
Goddamn, baby i’m cold as shit, can’t control it
Goddamn, baby i’m cold as shit, can’t control it
Goddamn, baby i’m cold as shit, can’t control it
Can’t control it, shit
Can’t control it
I don’t know why I can’t
I don’t know why I can’t
I don’t know why I can’t
I see you, I just think
About all the times I was tryna chill and I can’t
Make somethin’ up, then yellin’ at me
Ain’t got no kinda restraint
I got no title, I don’t owe you no loyalty and I ain’t
Been this close to my limit
Girl this my time, and I spend it
How I want to
And I just quit my job, I call that boss moves
Dreamin’ bout all this shit, back when I was watchin’ cartoons
Got no time for whinin’, I got problems, buyin’ a car soon
In the water wit’ killer whites, this ship ain’t got no harpoon
In a dark room wit’ my thoughts, got me ready to end it
With you not myself, got too many reasons to live
But I got no reasons to give a fuck about what you want and why
Without you I can fly, and with you I feel like I’m fallin’
Told me faster, that you opposed to rappers
Pick up my clothing after
Baby you fallin’
Hmm, gotta get rid of you darlin’
Too many fights, why you be callin’ names
You always be thinkin’ you right
But you mistaken, I put up with all the games
When it come to you testin’ me, you failin’
I’m in the Hall of Fame
Of doin’ the things you don’t want from me
Just to see how bad it gets
You throwin’ ya keys across the room
And ya cut me, baby I had to quit
‘Cause I be thinkin’ some savage shit
And holdin’ it back to save ya feelings
Try me, I am immaculate
All of ya baggage thick, I tried to check you in
Then let you in, but now I’m colder plus
A lil’ bit older
I’m killin’ the venomous cobras
‘Cause I’m on planes and ain’t no snakes allowed
Outta all of yo angles, I got a favorite, love when you facin’ down
Tryna be queen then chase the crown, I got it
I need a soldier, you ain’t tryna work for it
And that’s the part that hurts
Sad
Oh I know I know I know, who has your favorite producer tag?
Oh shit, that’s a good question
That’s a good question, um
I know I know I know um, Cannon
That’s your favorite tag? Yeah you old as fuck
Yeah I know I know I know
You ain’t gotta tell me
Um, what about you?
Uh, my favorite producer tag
Actually it’s on this next song
It’s like a beep noise
A beep noise?
That sounds like the opposite of dope
Aight trust me, trust me, this shit is fire
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Oh yeah, cold
Yeah
Hold up, freeze frame on it make it last
By all means, remember this moment
When you lost me
Lately you been talkin’ big shit
On my whereabouts, when I’m out gotta dip quick
All that insecurity becomin’ more consistent
Buildin’ up my own wave, vettin’ new assistants
Lied to me, told me you could handle all the distance
Ain’t I been persistent? Listen to you vent
Made comments on yo lipstick
Bein’ present, I could easily finesse
Please get the message, the only one I got time for
Gotta find more reasons to fight with me
9:50 and I’m movin’ outta state soon
Was throwin’ yo cards in boxes, not the sentimental type
I keep ‘em ‘cause they nicely written
Might be trippin’ but I don’t think I am
Called the receptionist like, where the hell is Cam?
Goddamn, now you makin’ that face at me
Hope you remember the way I peep game
Tryna reframe, I don’t wanna see it
Yeah
Take a pic, make it last
This the moment imma leave you
(Gotta freeze frame)
Bad body, thick ass
Baby I do not believe you
(Gotta freeze frame)
Beauty only skin deep, you ain’t got much
I am not stuck
You just got cut
Gotta deal wit’ it
Lot of work comin’, I don’t need you
(Take a pic, make it last)
Hold up, freeze
Mm, now you got it out yo system?
Done takin’ shots at me while you playin’ victim?
Man down, ‘cause you ain’t know how to say you missed him
Free before 10 in the club, don’t be late
I’m shootin’ like Gold State, single again
My phone ringin’ again, word travel quick
They linin’ up for the dick, I used to be yours though
Met you at a party, that house on Defoors dope
Talkin’ so many people, a piece of the floor broke
We linked in the parkin’ lot, too hot in the living room
You applied pressure
Saw yo friend comin’, sidestepped her
I asked you, “what school is you from”
Actin’ innocent but nah, saw the way that yo tongue
Lickin’ on yo lips slow, could tell you had that two-hand
Twist and gawk gawk 3000
That’s a joke but it ain’t really
Tryna miss you but I can’t really
Gotta freeze frame
Yeah
Take a pic, make it last
This the moment imma leave you
(Gotta freeze frame)
Bad body, thick ass
Baby I do not believe you
(Gotta freeze frame)
Beauty only skin deep, you ain’t got much
I am not stuck
You just got cut
Gotta deal wit’ it
Lot of work comin’, I don’t need you
(Take a pic, make it last)
Hold up, freeze
Pick a pose, remember that
Don’t be callin’ ‘bout closure, this isn’t that
Me and you ain’t us, put a end to that
I am not stuck
You just got cut
(Freeze frame)
Pick a pose, remember that
Don’t be callin’ ‘bout closure, this isn’t that
Me and you ain’t us, put a end to that
I am not stuck
You just got cut
(Freeze frame)
Yeah
Take a pic, make it last
This the moment imma leave you
(Gotta freeze frame)
Bad body, thick ass
Baby I do not believe you
(Gotta freeze frame)
Beauty only skin deep, you ain’t got much
I am not stuck
You just got cut
Gotta deal wit’ it
Lot of work comin’, I don’t need you
(Take a pic, make it last)
Hold up, freeze
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1:14 AM (Prod. Antman)
02:04
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Who got it
Aye
Aye yeah
Aye
Who got the Kool-Aid
Makin’ party punch, that’s a lot at once
Two days
House get rowdy, jump
It’s a lot of us
Who paid? Women rockin’ pumps
Now they probably drunk, set it off
Whole lotta petty talk, system gotta bump
D’usse, Henny, Roc and Crown
Who gon’ knock ‘em down? I know
Shawty tryna drown her woes in liquor
It go down quicker
When you goin’ through some shit
Family trippin’, plus yo’ man dippin
Trauma hard to kill, I ain’t partakin’
Y’all get off the liquor then you start fakin
All that pillow talk, that shit real or false
Why you loud? Put yo’ life in doubt
Drivin’ wild as shit
Got yo’ young and reckless party starter kit
A quarter past one
Who got the juice
We rollin’ through been on the move, I’m livin’ proof
Don’t need that shit to catch a mood, we gettin’ loose
Nobody asked why
Don’t get lost and watch yo’ future pass by
I’m ‘bout to dip
Look
Pull off in the rocket bitch
I can tell you not convinced, yeah
You ain’t learned much
Don’t got a lotta common sense, yeah
I reword what, I been sayin’
I been prayin’ for
Understandin’ when your sober thoughts abandoned
When the nightmares bring you panic
Who had your back way back
When you was flyin’ cross Atlantic, to get your fix
You had to hit all continents
That got you in all kind of shit
X and pills, adolescent thrills
Couple minor misses
You love the life
Don’t wanna settle down and be no wife
Call this yo’ hoe phase, been four days straight
Gotta get in yo bag
Stop, makin’ ya minister mad
Jesus wept a lot for all them shots
It’s 2:46 am
Who got the juice
We rollin’ through been on the move, I’m livin’ proof
Don’t need that shit to catch a mood, we gettin’ loose
Nobody asked why
Don’t get lost and watch yo’ future pass by
I’m ‘bout to dip
Aye, aye yeah
Aye aye, what you drinkin’ on yeah
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I ain’t ‘bout to say not another word
All the love you gave that I don’t deserve
I can count the ways I done made you worse
Life is crazy
I love you maybe, aye
I ain’t ‘bout to say not another word
All the love you gave that I don’t deserve
I can count the ways I done made you worse
Life is crazy
I love you maybe, aye
Aye
Look
I am not the one you
Thinkin’ I am, tryna love me I can’t
But I feel like I can when I touch you
I am no liar, most of the time but
Sometimes y ‘cause I must do
Anything necessary
Feel cold in my soul like February
Come second, move get up outta my space
Don’t complain ‘bout time get the fuck out my face
Too irrational, I ain’t got time for no passion
Every time I hit it i’m dashin’
I cannot speak, you stretch like elastic
In, credible, you believe what I’m sayin’ ‘cause you trust me
Never did wrong, so it must be you
Tryna predict my dick moves
Pullin’ out the pistol
Killin’ off love
I ain’t ‘bout to say not another word
All the love you gave that I don’t deserve
I can count the ways I done made you worse
Life is crazy
I love you maybe, aye
I ain’t ‘bout to say not another word
All the love you gave that I don’t deserve
I can count the ways I done made you worse
Life is crazy
I love you maybe, aye
Aye
I know that you been lied to
Wonder why you
Do the same you ain’t 5’2”
But you fine too
Tell the truth I kinda like you
Wrote a haiku
Wanna hear it?
Weak in the knees, you
Got a disease, callin’ it
Love, why is it…me?
Weak in the knees, you
Got a disease, callin’ it
Love, why is it…me?
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Aye
Tell me you’re solo
Tell me you’re by yourself
If so, you hide it well
Lookin’ for love, tried and failed
You wanna call me after shows, tellin’ me why it felt
Painful watchin’, me progressin’ while your options
Startin’ to fall apart on you
I’m that friend, keepin’ it real
Emotions, gettin’ revealed
My job to tell you the truth, it’s this
You, steady dependin’ on the realness
Of fakes, imma remind you ‘bout the brakes
Save yourself before you play yourself
You are not alone, stop runnin’
Maybe I’m the one that you need
Focus on the dream keep gunnin’
Know I believe
Get ya mind right
Get up out the limelight, focus on yourself
How’s ya health
Need a friend, then I got you
Know it’s felt, yeah
Get ya mind right
Focus on yourself
How’s ya health
Need a friend, then I got you
Know it’s felt, yeah
You payin’ ya tithes well
Then it provides hell, mm
Sick of the lies, well
Look at ya clientele, mm
If I’m really, truly, one the only ones to listen
Cool wit’ me, you got a shoulder
Ridin’ until it’s over
Gotta hit me, you say
Never forget me and I try my best
You been special to me, held me down
When I was tryna drown myself
In my emotions, now ya ocean
Way too deep to find the coast, I’ll
Be the heat when you get frozen, trust
My advice like golden dust, not to pat myself on back
But every time ya life is crap
You come to me for…consolences?
Condolences, tell you to keep your head up
Get control of it, my role to sit
By and watch you try and try again
We try to win and see our schemes crumble up
It humbles us, then back to baseline
It’s no more suicides, and that’s a friendship
You and I put a lot of trust in
Ain’t in no rush to see my homies
Gettin’ crushed this life is ugly
But it’s also lovely
Get up and hug me
You are not alone, stop runnin’
Maybe I’m the one that you need
Focus on the dream keep gunnin’
Know I believe
Get ya mind right
Get up out the limelight, focus on yourself
How’s ya health
Need a friend, then I got you
Know it’s felt, yeah
Get ya mind right
Focus on yourself
How’s ya health
Need a friend, then I got you
Know it’s felt, yeah
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So ashamed to love ya
I’m afraid from touchin’ ya
This repose from love is kept
Such disdain to love again
I don’t wanna comfort you
I was so in love
Can I ever fall again?
All the ghosts that come for me
Aye, don’t really want the pressure
Lovin’ again is daunting when
You been through all the fire
I’m callin’ you a liar
Remember you said you had my back
Then you takin’ it back, attack
When situations dire
Reluctant love, uh
I’m afraid of culture
Comin’ closure
Pull it over, losin’ focus
I’m on the highway
I see the end of the ride, I’m
Afraid of culture
Comin’ closer
Pull it over, losin’ focus
I’m on the highway
I see the end of the ride
I been
Weavin’ in and out of traffic
Focus lost, and I’m crashin’
My pain in abundance so
I been makin’ assumptions
Abusin’ the substance got me feelin’ alive
I am a train they killin’ to ride
But I been hidin’ venom inside
And who the fuck am I mad with
I never had shit
Either I take it, or run up when you
Home Alone and catch bricks
Feel like a birth canal
Escaped my life and gave me a last kick
My emotions elastic
Deal with a lot, I’m able to stretch far
I wanted the cartoon, wit’ the Rugrats and the Reptar
But I got the Death Star
And I been tryin’ to sky walk
Name comin’ up, when I try to engage the guy talk
All the rest of ‘em livestock
My sights on the light dropped yeah
I’m afraid of culture
Comin’ closure
Pull it over, losin’ focus
I’m on the highway
I see the end of the ride, I’m
Afraid of culture
Comin’ closer
Pull it over, losin’ focus
I’m on the highway
I see the end of the ride
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Uh, way before I found
What I’m good at I was clowned
While I was down, and now they say my name different
I am the bag gettin’ chased by these lame women
Both in the game but we ain’t got the same mission
I love how they lookin’ at me now, wonder
Why clubs tryna book me no renown, I been
Fye but never got a second look from the cooks
Ain’t know what I was missin’ I got my own kitchen
Listen I am here to dominate, I found a way out
Used to McDonald days, now we at steakhouse
All my dates gotta pay, boy I don’t play ‘bout
My money, my time, my motivation
You climbin’ wit’ me you dinin’ wit’ me
Bout to watch my roster go up from five to 50
Unknown but you bitin’ call that a private hickey
I hide the blicky in every line
Don’t focus on nothin’ I do
Memories, they still haunt, I still flaunt
Pain deep, anxiety I still got
They’ve got me, I grip beam, I still fall
She not me, she cut deep, I still call
I make vows, I keep some, I hate lies
We still here, we relapse, it takes time
I hear things, the birds talk, the grapevine
I send text, it turns blue, a great sign
I took heaven and excised my own slice
It’s do or die but why die in the next life
Amass ya things, the pastor sings
The task is reamed from me
And chastising my sex drive
The lust is real I cannot fuck
The lap of lux, I use my tongue but then it ends there
She smell fear, my palms sweat I been scared
The ironies when time freeze, I been here
What do you want outta life?
And are your demons polite?
Like are you sleepin’ at night?
Or do they fill you with spite?
You know the air’s thin higher you climb
I did good, but I’m better this time
Don’t wanna chase dreams, rather a track
And if I’m racing, rather relapse
Imma do great things, probably with rap
And if you hating got to adapt
And if it’s fool’s gold, then we lose hope
But it’s deeper than that
It’s deeper than rap
Rapture comin’, I’ll cry after
Plagues intersect my life into dry pastures
And high rafters, combination of five rappers
Skills is a given, I’m talkin’ ‘bout my sadness
Rather cry in a high rise than my casket
Never seen a love that lasted
Self in my esteem lose steam, I’m crashin’
Move drastic, a bloody heart in plastic
And you can’t save me my clock runnin’ too fast
Times up, terrified ‘cause
Demons is chasin’, eyes shut, they gon’ find us
Told me you feelin’ like we at odds ok
Been underwater I’m just tryna stay alive ok
Force eyes back open, only the blind obey
Shit is karma on a time delay
Feelin’ like I deserve it
I remember feelin’ worthless
Like I’m outta place in the back pew of the churches
Or cryin’ over legs in the parking lot of a Church’s
Why this love feel like Verzuz
My romance dead in the back of this hearse it’s
Apparent that I had to kill my ego, decidin’ less with libido
And more with that cold logic
In the cold watchin’ life flash
If I move fast enough it’ll move backwards
Dealin’ with the news after
Look how you do rappers
I’m tryna drown in my problems
‘Cause ain’t nobody solvin’ ‘em
Got damn
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Cam James Atlanta, Georgia
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