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Reluctant w/ CRUELNTINT (Prod. CRUELNTINT)

from SADBOYWINTER by Cam James

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lyrics

So ashamed to love ya
I’m afraid from touchin’ ya
This repose from love is kept
Such disdain to love again
I don’t wanna comfort you
I was so in love
Can I ever fall again?
All the ghosts that come for me

Aye, don’t really want the pressure
Lovin’ again is daunting when
You been through all the fire
I’m callin’ you a liar
Remember you said you had my back
Then you takin’ it back, attack
When situations dire
Reluctant love, uh

I’m afraid of culture
Comin’ closure
Pull it over, losin’ focus
I’m on the highway
I see the end of the ride, I’m
Afraid of culture
Comin’ closer
Pull it over, losin’ focus
I’m on the highway
I see the end of the ride

I been
Weavin’ in and out of traffic
Focus lost, and I’m crashin’
My pain in abundance so
I been makin’ assumptions
Abusin’ the substance got me feelin’ alive
I am a train they killin’ to ride
But I been hidin’ venom inside
And who the fuck am I mad with
I never had shit
Either I take it, or run up when you
Home Alone and catch bricks
Feel like a birth canal
Escaped my life and gave me a last kick
My emotions elastic
Deal with a lot, I’m able to stretch far
I wanted the cartoon, wit’ the Rugrats and the Reptar
But I got the Death Star
And I been tryin’ to sky walk
Name comin’ up, when I try to engage the guy talk
All the rest of ‘em livestock
My sights on the light dropped yeah

I’m afraid of culture
Comin’ closure
Pull it over, losin’ focus
I’m on the highway
I see the end of the ride, I’m
Afraid of culture
Comin’ closer
Pull it over, losin’ focus
I’m on the highway
I see the end of the ride

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from SADBOYWINTER, released February 18, 2022

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