Uh, way before I found
What I’m good at I was clowned
While I was down, and now they say my name different
I am the bag gettin’ chased by these lame women
Both in the game but we ain’t got the same mission
I love how they lookin’ at me now, wonder
Why clubs tryna book me no renown, I been
Fye but never got a second look from the cooks
Ain’t know what I was missin’ I got my own kitchen
Listen I am here to dominate, I found a way out
Used to McDonald days, now we at steakhouse
All my dates gotta pay, boy I don’t play ‘bout
My money, my time, my motivation
You climbin’ wit’ me you dinin’ wit’ me
Bout to watch my roster go up from five to 50
Unknown but you bitin’ call that a private hickey
I hide the blicky in every line
Don’t focus on nothin’ I do

Memories, they still haunt, I still flaunt
Pain deep, anxiety I still got
They’ve got me, I grip beam, I still fall
She not me, she cut deep, I still call
I make vows, I keep some, I hate lies
We still here, we relapse, it takes time
I hear things, the birds talk, the grapevine
I send text, it turns blue, a great sign
I took heaven and excised my own slice
It’s do or die but why die in the next life
Amass ya things, the pastor sings
The task is reamed from me
And chastising my sex drive
The lust is real I cannot fuck
The lap of lux, I use my tongue but then it ends there
She smell fear, my palms sweat I been scared
The ironies when time freeze, I been here
What do you want outta life?
And are your demons polite?
Like are you sleepin’ at night?
Or do they fill you with spite?
You know the air’s thin higher you climb
I did good, but I’m better this time
Don’t wanna chase dreams, rather a track
And if I’m racing, rather relapse
Imma do great things, probably with rap
And if you hating got to adapt
And if it’s fool’s gold, then we lose hope
But it’s deeper than that

It’s deeper than rap
Rapture comin’, I’ll cry after
Plagues intersect my life into dry pastures
And high rafters, combination of five rappers
Skills is a given, I’m talkin’ ‘bout my sadness
Rather cry in a high rise than my casket
Never seen a love that lasted
Self in my esteem lose steam, I’m crashin’
Move drastic, a bloody heart in plastic
And you can’t save me my clock runnin’ too fast
Times up, terrified ‘cause
Demons is chasin’, eyes shut, they gon’ find us
Told me you feelin’ like we at odds ok
Been underwater I’m just tryna stay alive ok
Force eyes back open, only the blind obey
Shit is karma on a time delay
Feelin’ like I deserve it
I remember feelin’ worthless
Like I’m outta place in the back pew of the churches
Or cryin’ over legs in the parking lot of a Church’s
Why this love feel like Verzuz
My romance dead in the back of this hearse it’s
Apparent that I had to kill my ego, decidin’ less with libido
And more with that cold logic
In the cold watchin’ life flash
If I move fast enough it’ll move backwards
Dealin’ with the news after
Look how you do rappers
I’m tryna drown in my problems
‘Cause ain’t nobody solvin’ ‘em
Got damn