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SADBOYWINTER

by Cam James

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1.
All the shit i done been through that shit left me colder I don’t really got shit against you that just made me colder I cannot say I miss you that just make me colder Make me colder, make me colder Tellin’ me that you want me, so what Whole lotta women in line ’n Tired of the stop and go, say Simon I text two women at once, waste time in The middle of a studio session Tryna lock in, progressin’ I ain’t thinkin’ ‘bout undressin’ Tired of the talkin’ Tellin’ me ‘bout where you walkin’ What ya dog ate for breakfast I just, planned a trip out to Texas Wit’ a woman I’ve yet to have sex with Let’s see how it goes Cause all the ones in the past Got up out of they clothes And that’s it No connection, just dick But if I call it out, they gon’ trip, damn I ain’t tryna be nobody else Baby I’m Cam Coldest rapper you done ever met Wit’ fantastic manners and a heavy rep For gettin’ panties off, shit is effortless But I’m changin’, I do not need no roster Long as you feed that monster All the shit i done been through that shit left me colder I don’t really got shit against you that just made me colder I cannot say I miss you that just make me colder Make me colder, make me colder Goddamn, baby i’m cold as shit, can’t control it Goddamn, baby i’m cold as shit, can’t control it Goddamn, baby i’m cold as shit, can’t control it Can’t control it, shit Can’t control it I don’t know why I can’t I don’t know why I can’t I don’t know why I can’t I see you, I just think About all the times I was tryna chill and I can’t Make somethin’ up, then yellin’ at me Ain’t got no kinda restraint I got no title, I don’t owe you no loyalty and I ain’t Been this close to my limit Girl this my time, and I spend it How I want to And I just quit my job, I call that boss moves Dreamin’ bout all this shit, back when I was watchin’ cartoons Got no time for whinin’, I got problems, buyin’ a car soon In the water wit’ killer whites, this ship ain’t got no harpoon In a dark room wit’ my thoughts, got me ready to end it With you not myself, got too many reasons to live But I got no reasons to give a fuck about what you want and why Without you I can fly, and with you I feel like I’m fallin’ Told me faster, that you opposed to rappers Pick up my clothing after Baby you fallin’ Hmm, gotta get rid of you darlin’ Too many fights, why you be callin’ names You always be thinkin’ you right But you mistaken, I put up with all the games When it come to you testin’ me, you failin’ I’m in the Hall of Fame Of doin’ the things you don’t want from me Just to see how bad it gets You throwin’ ya keys across the room And ya cut me, baby I had to quit ‘Cause I be thinkin’ some savage shit And holdin’ it back to save ya feelings Try me, I am immaculate All of ya baggage thick, I tried to check you in Then let you in, but now I’m colder plus A lil’ bit older I’m killin’ the venomous cobras ‘Cause I’m on planes and ain’t no snakes allowed Outta all of yo angles, I got a favorite, love when you facin’ down Tryna be queen then chase the crown, I got it I need a soldier, you ain’t tryna work for it And that’s the part that hurts Sad Oh I know I know I know, who has your favorite producer tag? Oh shit, that’s a good question That’s a good question, um I know I know I know um, Cannon That’s your favorite tag? Yeah you old as fuck Yeah I know I know I know You ain’t gotta tell me Um, what about you? Uh, my favorite producer tag Actually it’s on this next song It’s like a beep noise A beep noise? That sounds like the opposite of dope Aight trust me, trust me, this shit is fire
2.
Oh yeah, cold Yeah Hold up, freeze frame on it make it last By all means, remember this moment When you lost me Lately you been talkin’ big shit On my whereabouts, when I’m out gotta dip quick All that insecurity becomin’ more consistent Buildin’ up my own wave, vettin’ new assistants Lied to me, told me you could handle all the distance Ain’t I been persistent? Listen to you vent Made comments on yo lipstick Bein’ present, I could easily finesse Please get the message, the only one I got time for Gotta find more reasons to fight with me 9:50 and I’m movin’ outta state soon Was throwin’ yo cards in boxes, not the sentimental type I keep ‘em ‘cause they nicely written Might be trippin’ but I don’t think I am Called the receptionist like, where the hell is Cam? Goddamn, now you makin’ that face at me Hope you remember the way I peep game Tryna reframe, I don’t wanna see it Yeah Take a pic, make it last This the moment imma leave you (Gotta freeze frame) Bad body, thick ass Baby I do not believe you (Gotta freeze frame) Beauty only skin deep, you ain’t got much I am not stuck You just got cut Gotta deal wit’ it Lot of work comin’, I don’t need you (Take a pic, make it last) Hold up, freeze Mm, now you got it out yo system? Done takin’ shots at me while you playin’ victim? Man down, ‘cause you ain’t know how to say you missed him Free before 10 in the club, don’t be late I’m shootin’ like Gold State, single again My phone ringin’ again, word travel quick They linin’ up for the dick, I used to be yours though Met you at a party, that house on Defoors dope Talkin’ so many people, a piece of the floor broke We linked in the parkin’ lot, too hot in the living room You applied pressure Saw yo friend comin’, sidestepped her I asked you, “what school is you from” Actin’ innocent but nah, saw the way that yo tongue Lickin’ on yo lips slow, could tell you had that two-hand Twist and gawk gawk 3000 That’s a joke but it ain’t really Tryna miss you but I can’t really Gotta freeze frame Yeah Take a pic, make it last This the moment imma leave you (Gotta freeze frame) Bad body, thick ass Baby I do not believe you (Gotta freeze frame) Beauty only skin deep, you ain’t got much I am not stuck You just got cut Gotta deal wit’ it Lot of work comin’, I don’t need you (Take a pic, make it last) Hold up, freeze Pick a pose, remember that Don’t be callin’ ‘bout closure, this isn’t that Me and you ain’t us, put a end to that I am not stuck You just got cut (Freeze frame) Pick a pose, remember that Don’t be callin’ ‘bout closure, this isn’t that Me and you ain’t us, put a end to that I am not stuck You just got cut (Freeze frame) Yeah Take a pic, make it last This the moment imma leave you (Gotta freeze frame) Bad body, thick ass Baby I do not believe you (Gotta freeze frame) Beauty only skin deep, you ain’t got much I am not stuck You just got cut Gotta deal wit’ it Lot of work comin’, I don’t need you (Take a pic, make it last) Hold up, freeze
3.
Who got it Aye Aye yeah Aye Who got the Kool-Aid Makin’ party punch, that’s a lot at once Two days House get rowdy, jump It’s a lot of us Who paid? Women rockin’ pumps Now they probably drunk, set it off Whole lotta petty talk, system gotta bump D’usse, Henny, Roc and Crown Who gon’ knock ‘em down? I know Shawty tryna drown her woes in liquor It go down quicker When you goin’ through some shit Family trippin’, plus yo’ man dippin Trauma hard to kill, I ain’t partakin’ Y’all get off the liquor then you start fakin All that pillow talk, that shit real or false Why you loud? Put yo’ life in doubt Drivin’ wild as shit Got yo’ young and reckless party starter kit A quarter past one Who got the juice We rollin’ through been on the move, I’m livin’ proof Don’t need that shit to catch a mood, we gettin’ loose Nobody asked why Don’t get lost and watch yo’ future pass by I’m ‘bout to dip Look Pull off in the rocket bitch I can tell you not convinced, yeah You ain’t learned much Don’t got a lotta common sense, yeah I reword what, I been sayin’ I been prayin’ for Understandin’ when your sober thoughts abandoned When the nightmares bring you panic Who had your back way back When you was flyin’ cross Atlantic, to get your fix You had to hit all continents That got you in all kind of shit X and pills, adolescent thrills Couple minor misses You love the life Don’t wanna settle down and be no wife Call this yo’ hoe phase, been four days straight Gotta get in yo bag Stop, makin’ ya minister mad Jesus wept a lot for all them shots It’s 2:46 am Who got the juice We rollin’ through been on the move, I’m livin’ proof Don’t need that shit to catch a mood, we gettin’ loose Nobody asked why Don’t get lost and watch yo’ future pass by I’m ‘bout to dip Aye, aye yeah Aye aye, what you drinkin’ on yeah
4.
I ain’t ‘bout to say not another word All the love you gave that I don’t deserve I can count the ways I done made you worse Life is crazy I love you maybe, aye I ain’t ‘bout to say not another word All the love you gave that I don’t deserve I can count the ways I done made you worse Life is crazy I love you maybe, aye Aye Look I am not the one you Thinkin’ I am, tryna love me I can’t But I feel like I can when I touch you I am no liar, most of the time but Sometimes y ‘cause I must do Anything necessary Feel cold in my soul like February Come second, move get up outta my space Don’t complain ‘bout time get the fuck out my face Too irrational, I ain’t got time for no passion Every time I hit it i’m dashin’ I cannot speak, you stretch like elastic In, credible, you believe what I’m sayin’ ‘cause you trust me Never did wrong, so it must be you Tryna predict my dick moves Pullin’ out the pistol Killin’ off love I ain’t ‘bout to say not another word All the love you gave that I don’t deserve I can count the ways I done made you worse Life is crazy I love you maybe, aye I ain’t ‘bout to say not another word All the love you gave that I don’t deserve I can count the ways I done made you worse Life is crazy I love you maybe, aye Aye I know that you been lied to Wonder why you Do the same you ain’t 5’2” But you fine too Tell the truth I kinda like you Wrote a haiku Wanna hear it? Weak in the knees, you Got a disease, callin’ it Love, why is it…me? Weak in the knees, you Got a disease, callin’ it Love, why is it…me?
5.
Aye Tell me you’re solo Tell me you’re by yourself If so, you hide it well Lookin’ for love, tried and failed You wanna call me after shows, tellin’ me why it felt Painful watchin’, me progressin’ while your options Startin’ to fall apart on you I’m that friend, keepin’ it real Emotions, gettin’ revealed My job to tell you the truth, it’s this You, steady dependin’ on the realness Of fakes, imma remind you ‘bout the brakes Save yourself before you play yourself You are not alone, stop runnin’ Maybe I’m the one that you need Focus on the dream keep gunnin’ Know I believe Get ya mind right Get up out the limelight, focus on yourself How’s ya health Need a friend, then I got you Know it’s felt, yeah Get ya mind right Focus on yourself How’s ya health Need a friend, then I got you Know it’s felt, yeah You payin’ ya tithes well Then it provides hell, mm Sick of the lies, well Look at ya clientele, mm If I’m really, truly, one the only ones to listen Cool wit’ me, you got a shoulder Ridin’ until it’s over Gotta hit me, you say Never forget me and I try my best You been special to me, held me down When I was tryna drown myself In my emotions, now ya ocean Way too deep to find the coast, I’ll Be the heat when you get frozen, trust My advice like golden dust, not to pat myself on back But every time ya life is crap You come to me for…consolences? Condolences, tell you to keep your head up Get control of it, my role to sit By and watch you try and try again We try to win and see our schemes crumble up It humbles us, then back to baseline It’s no more suicides, and that’s a friendship You and I put a lot of trust in Ain’t in no rush to see my homies Gettin’ crushed this life is ugly But it’s also lovely Get up and hug me You are not alone, stop runnin’ Maybe I’m the one that you need Focus on the dream keep gunnin’ Know I believe Get ya mind right Get up out the limelight, focus on yourself How’s ya health Need a friend, then I got you Know it’s felt, yeah Get ya mind right Focus on yourself How’s ya health Need a friend, then I got you Know it’s felt, yeah
6.
So ashamed to love ya I’m afraid from touchin’ ya This repose from love is kept Such disdain to love again I don’t wanna comfort you I was so in love Can I ever fall again? All the ghosts that come for me Aye, don’t really want the pressure Lovin’ again is daunting when You been through all the fire I’m callin’ you a liar Remember you said you had my back Then you takin’ it back, attack When situations dire Reluctant love, uh I’m afraid of culture Comin’ closure Pull it over, losin’ focus I’m on the highway I see the end of the ride, I’m Afraid of culture Comin’ closer Pull it over, losin’ focus I’m on the highway I see the end of the ride I been Weavin’ in and out of traffic Focus lost, and I’m crashin’ My pain in abundance so I been makin’ assumptions Abusin’ the substance got me feelin’ alive I am a train they killin’ to ride But I been hidin’ venom inside And who the fuck am I mad with I never had shit Either I take it, or run up when you Home Alone and catch bricks Feel like a birth canal Escaped my life and gave me a last kick My emotions elastic Deal with a lot, I’m able to stretch far I wanted the cartoon, wit’ the Rugrats and the Reptar But I got the Death Star And I been tryin’ to sky walk Name comin’ up, when I try to engage the guy talk All the rest of ‘em livestock My sights on the light dropped yeah I’m afraid of culture Comin’ closure Pull it over, losin’ focus I’m on the highway I see the end of the ride, I’m Afraid of culture Comin’ closer Pull it over, losin’ focus I’m on the highway I see the end of the ride
7.
Uh, way before I found What I’m good at I was clowned While I was down, and now they say my name different I am the bag gettin’ chased by these lame women Both in the game but we ain’t got the same mission I love how they lookin’ at me now, wonder Why clubs tryna book me no renown, I been Fye but never got a second look from the cooks Ain’t know what I was missin’ I got my own kitchen Listen I am here to dominate, I found a way out Used to McDonald days, now we at steakhouse All my dates gotta pay, boy I don’t play ‘bout My money, my time, my motivation You climbin’ wit’ me you dinin’ wit’ me Bout to watch my roster go up from five to 50 Unknown but you bitin’ call that a private hickey I hide the blicky in every line Don’t focus on nothin’ I do Memories, they still haunt, I still flaunt Pain deep, anxiety I still got They’ve got me, I grip beam, I still fall She not me, she cut deep, I still call I make vows, I keep some, I hate lies We still here, we relapse, it takes time I hear things, the birds talk, the grapevine I send text, it turns blue, a great sign I took heaven and excised my own slice It’s do or die but why die in the next life Amass ya things, the pastor sings The task is reamed from me And chastising my sex drive The lust is real I cannot fuck The lap of lux, I use my tongue but then it ends there She smell fear, my palms sweat I been scared The ironies when time freeze, I been here What do you want outta life? And are your demons polite? Like are you sleepin’ at night? Or do they fill you with spite? You know the air’s thin higher you climb I did good, but I’m better this time Don’t wanna chase dreams, rather a track And if I’m racing, rather relapse Imma do great things, probably with rap And if you hating got to adapt And if it’s fool’s gold, then we lose hope But it’s deeper than that It’s deeper than rap Rapture comin’, I’ll cry after Plagues intersect my life into dry pastures And high rafters, combination of five rappers Skills is a given, I’m talkin’ ‘bout my sadness Rather cry in a high rise than my casket Never seen a love that lasted Self in my esteem lose steam, I’m crashin’ Move drastic, a bloody heart in plastic And you can’t save me my clock runnin’ too fast Times up, terrified ‘cause Demons is chasin’, eyes shut, they gon’ find us Told me you feelin’ like we at odds ok Been underwater I’m just tryna stay alive ok Force eyes back open, only the blind obey Shit is karma on a time delay Feelin’ like I deserve it I remember feelin’ worthless Like I’m outta place in the back pew of the churches Or cryin’ over legs in the parking lot of a Church’s Why this love feel like Verzuz My romance dead in the back of this hearse it’s Apparent that I had to kill my ego, decidin’ less with libido And more with that cold logic In the cold watchin’ life flash If I move fast enough it’ll move backwards Dealin’ with the news after Look how you do rappers I’m tryna drown in my problems ‘Cause ain’t nobody solvin’ ‘em Got damn

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Seasonal themes are nothing new, but Atlanta's Cam James cuts through the noise with SADBOYWINTER, the third in the fan-favorite EP series started in 2019. The range of topics and emotions conveyed in this seven-song package is shocking; stirring up feelings of loss, bitterness, confidence, and introspection with a dash of humor. Recorded over the course of 2021 during the most turbulent time in Cam's life, SADBOYWINTER represents a jump off the proverbial cliff into a new chapter of emotional maturity and self-actualization. The beats are extremely well-chosen and crafted to convey a sense of coldness; harsh drums and striking vocal samples will make sure you feel the message.

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released February 18, 2022

Written, Recorded & Mixed by Cam James in Atlanta, GA
Featuring Hi Alyx, CRUELNTINT & AJ Bank$y
Production by ADV, Nu Deal Music Group, Antman, CRUELNTINT & Zero

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