Heartbreak. Men feel shit. In this case, my past combined with others creates a vivid, painful story of disloyalty.
lyrics
Lyrics
Verse 1
perfect timing
caught you at dave & buster’s wit’ him and you called that dining
a long way from my crib, thought you was safe, but the trip
happened on some community service shit, a group of kids hurtin’ since
i got kinda distant after, ain’t wanna play no games
after bein’ a subject to it, now my trust less fluid
tough to fall for somebody, you hit my heart wit’ the shotty
i disconnect from my body, see this exactly what you did to me
i gave you time, genuine concern you lied, makin’ me think you gon’ ride for it
ya eyes know it, emotions subside, stoic
ain’t got shit to say, hella heartbreaks provide focus
if ain’t nothin’ else, smilin’ above the belt
novocaine, i feel nothin’, help
yo disregard from human beings come from wealth
i learned my lesson, no baddies from 90210
models is trouble, they level up tryna double they clout
and leave you out
Hook
you been tryna sidestep
but…I’m the one that got left
that hoe karma on the creep for you
‘cause you know my love top shelf
girl you wasn’t never really ridin’
I am not a lame, I got options
you never gon’ see it
it’s a bad game
thank God you ain’t get my last name
got some shit on my mind
aye, got some shit on my mind
I ain’t really talked about it, got some shit on my mind
Verse 2
women can be trash too
every time I see yo picture feel like bad news
I see ya ways, navigatin’ where the cash moves
you the answer, when people ask how my raps fueled
nobody ever suspects
you the one that broke it down, wit’ ya lyin’ neglect
but you’d die to protect
ya reputation, people lookin’ at ya IG
postin’ thirst traps, eyes sayin’ get inside me
i guess they did, one of them dudes postin’ heart eyes beat
we had a highway, why you on a side street?
a shot to my pride, weak, starin’ in the corner of my room
thinkin’ ‘bout all five feet inside that guy’s sheets
I ain’t ‘bout to die I need to blow
my hustle goin’, grind ’til you see me at a show
like, yeen know
I was headlinin’, got a different stage name
gon’ be blowin’ out ya brains over fame
you the one that’s left out
Hook 2
left before the bucks came
‘cause he took you to a Bucks game
gold diggin’ ain’t no smart move
‘cause the lovin’ never sustain
girl you wasn’t never really ridin’
I am not a lame, I got options
you never gon’ see it
it’s a bad game
thank God you ain’t get my last name
got some shit on my mind
aye, got some shit on my mind
I ain’t really talked about it, got some shit on my mind
credits
from SADBOYSUMMER,
released August 27, 2019
Produced by CMPLX
Engineered by JP Engineerin
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