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FreeFall (Album)

by Cam James

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Lyrics Verse 1 Victim, of counterfeit love we done bar hopped and hit six clubs these flashin' lights and these strobes blindin' lit as fuck off these mixed drugs gotta drown the pain, couldn't breathe about a week ago I guess times change speakers bumpin' her favorite song I used to like this shit, it don't sound the same no one around to blame, it's just me all my homeboys left they chasin' these short skirts it must be my sex drive on hibernation this club packed I can't see the shit knock like (knock knock knock knock)...yeah three beside me, that proceed to lobby for my paychecks on they drinks but I'm too gone feelin' like I'm livin' on the top but the pain don't stop inside I'm tryna keep my head up but I watched a stripper just drop and slide why the hell am I here? demonized, it ain't hell that I fear nahh, the world got cold, no hoes breakin' down on they poles gon' stop it, we fall all year Free fallin' (3x) Bridge Can somebody fix it wit', time I don't wanna be alone sippin' vodka wit', lime I'm surrounded by these strippers tryna keep a free, mind I don't love 'em, but I needed this girl I needed this guess I'm free to fall (2x) I guess I'm free to fall Fall Verse 2 Hey the g strings poppin' she a beast devisin' that strategy to get paid but I'm just divin' in, wit' no violin I got emotions cloudin' my praise night come slidin' in, I still hear that knock like (knock knock knock knock)...yeah visions of my exes, in my mind they providin' misdirection gahh damn tryna stay focused, and lower my dosage, the shit don't work lashin' out, and half passin' out and I just ripped my shirt born again, I got a quart of gin I take it to head slow 'cause I'm poor again, a couple warnings in I'm cut off strugglin' to find a bridge to jump off it's another one lost I need a jump off yeah I been fallin' off a cliff while these chickens strip I try to talk I bite my bottom lip like ain't this shit a trip I'm sayin...baby girl while you playin' I'm just hurt and drunk movin' on and then tell me that you sorry like that word's enough Nahh
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Lyrics Hey she knew when she met me I am not ya average, I'm kinda savage tear walls down, got a lot of baggage I'm Kanye West in a taller package no 808s for my breaks, saw my ex replacin' my face fuck yo dreams, family and ambition stupid ass women I wasted all these years on, wipe my face my tears gone tryin' to skip that small talk get right to business ain't here long tired of strugglin' handin' shit to my pops 'cause he ain't steered wrong said stay away from them chicks that flip n get interested when they hear a song I'll do that who that man? Girl, I'm a one person band my instrument is my brain, and I been drainin' like pots and pans (Bang) but don't get that twisted, dive in that nookie like I been sayin' now throw yo ass back on that 7 foot shooter, but I'm not Durant I don't just rap, girl I can dance I'm the kinda dude that yo father, brothers and momma love kill these rappers, a lot of blood girl get too close and we got a flood outside of clubs I'm lifted I got a lady problem, she whipped it just need one time, in my drunk mind and she been lookin' at me conflicted told me this Hook Yeah you cute but I don't really like rappers y'all just act like you like me, know exactly what's comin' after ain't gonna be yo statistic, ain't tryna sit on yo mattress I'm in this shit for the ring, you outchea talkin' 'bout practice yaasss (Told me this) You got some game but I don't really like rappers I'm just tryna chill wit' my girls, maybe you can call me after ain't gonna be yo statistic, ain't tryna sit on yo mattress I'm in this shit for the ring, you outchea talkin' 'bout practice yaasss Now I could tell you lies, but I ain't that type and I know you see this hunger in my eyes, but that thang on strike them legs don't open up for nothinnnn but can I open up discussion 'cause I feel like I'm a dude, that make a lotta moves and my music more than percussion, hey I ain't talkin' about rushin' but you a grown woman, you know I'm worth it I'm killin' shit, it's beyond the surface got needs girl, you not a virgin I said it, that vodka got me prophetic I can read minds, and then read the lines in yo hands work out the message yo girls think I'm impressive, know they lovin' more than my flows fuck bein' humble, got hella talent, shit fallin' outta my nose I'm a Black man, wit' two back plans in case shit don't go my way she smilin' thinkin' about ridin' out, and this just might be my day we still in East LA, hittin' up ATL in the A.M., can't really explain who I am, but I tried my best every time you rock that dress girl I need due notice, I ain't gon' lie you the coldest act like I'm chillin', but I'm scopin' can I get yo number, I'm hopin' she told me this Hook Hey rejection just a part of life my direction never changed at all and she teasin' them lacy draws we leavin', n I'm makin' calls still flexin', ain't break my balls my self esteem killin' y'alls n I pray, that I get shot down like every day I turn up like I turn up like man, let me catch my flight
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Lyrics III saw her walkin' had to pause her remote control stiff, levitatin' defyin' laws of physics, basic biology, plus her body was darker bendin' over seductively, daisy dukes my imagination made her Mrs. Parker but that wasn't too far-fetched hair snatched to the heavens I been trackin' yo progress not in no creepy way I just been watchin' that god dress move wit' them shapely hips back n forth in shaded tips of yo curly hair I can see my future imagined introducin' myself, but I got to lose this stupid expression, I'm Stevie J intersectin' wit' Martin Luther, Coretta talkin' about all the sexin' I'm froze picture me touchin' til it ain't nothin' left of your clothes lookin' soft n them heels set that shit off got me feelin' like elevator dropped, and I'm still stuck on the ceiling might get up the nerve to say somethin' clever I think I'm love already, and can you be my forever wait Wait for it...wait for it (erry time she come around) yeah I been waitin' for the moment I could tell her what's the deal step to her like the man and let her know that I'm for real baby girl all that I'm sayin' is you got me off of base look like I'm outta place, gotta work to find love they tell me wait perfect candidate for my love in Atlanta, gracin' the magazine of my mind, like an athlete in her prime subject of erry track she got me deletin' my rhymes done lapped me a couple times n trust me I'm readin' the signs am I sprung? (nah) diamond in rough, she tired of the bluffin' am I done? (nah) act like I don't want her really, players feel me for one, ha, yeah she a dime, but I had too many I love 'em hard, and they can't take the pressure, end up with pennies does she got a brain? jury's out, so I guess we gotta talk if she ask me how much I make, swear to God I'm signin' off sick of empty-headed, fifty-bedded, chickens I'm straight them standards can crumble when I picture them lips on my face so far so excellent, pessimistic 'bout women dog make it through training, then disappear when you takin' off I see you shinin' don't wanna block it but timin' is crucial when it come to love shit, silver linin' I'm signin' wait Hook
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Lyrics Verse 1 Yeah Wakin' up on this plane late headed back to the A to my homeboy place and this the same state where I got created, then ventilated Im tryna save face, 'cause I had this loud dream in my aisle seat scarin' kids, they parents lit I'm a *black man from them wild streets* (pitch up) my seat reclinin in coach, been leanin back to my limits, yeah plane land in bout five minutes, hit turbulence, we glide twisted know God got me I'm ridin' wit' it, huh I'm here for a reason we touch down and I'm standin' up 'bout to grab my shit 'cause I'm leavin' welcome to Hartsfield baggage claim, damn madhouse, that's status quo taxi cost I got cash though, about a couple hundred I passed go these streetlights, illuminatin' we zig zaggin' to the Marriott red lights on every block looked over once and this very hot young lady, on the curb wit' bags and it's rainin' lookin' exhausted, like Farrah Fawcett on the other side of that baby I said pull over like hey there, you wanna share the cab I only got about a block or two all yours and I'll pay the tab dependin' on what you got to do let's grab a drink, catch a movie, get somethin' to eat, it's on you baby hopped in and said thanks a lot I hoped somebody like you would save me had a long day but this helps... I was tryin' to shop my pain away wasn't standin' there for my health you heard about that train delay? couldn't get a ride by myself... y'all pulled up just in time bags wet, my hair frizzy newly single, just bear wit' me You nice...I'm an AKA, you ice I wanna take you up on this night out I need happiness in my life I said alright, just standby Hook Standby hey, standby baby girl just standby can't let my upper hand die just standby yeah yeah just standby Hey girl, where you goin? (4x) Verse 2 So we headed back to my hotel I think this night might go well legs under that skirt shinin', that motivation might propel me to put all my effort into this hail mary like Odell rain comin' down harder, she get out the cab on my coattails with a plastic bag on her head to keep that hair straight hit the lobby for the room cleanin', y'all know they workin' on their pace makin' conversation, plus I'm dressed well, so that marinate she thinkin', that she likin' what she seen so far, in a half hour, we drinkin' impromptu adventure, downtown this spot I know up on the intersection Piedmont and 1-0, know that food selection mad interestin' talkin' about her backstory, hobbies and where she been I can tell she likin' my vibe, but will she decide to let me in? so I got the check, I walked her back to my spot her eyes tellin' me to make a move nervous I ain't anticipate it, moved closer tryna make it smooth air hot and that tension up, her lips movin' can't listen 'cause I'm just picturin' what that mouf do but sayin' that would get fisticuffs I know... (I don’t mean no disrespect baby) but how do I show (I been watchin’ you finesse baby) that I want more interaction than a goodbye or a call me later chance meetings been risin' lately, ain't had one of these since Elevator went for the kiss all random, now our lips movin' in tandem while my hand runs through that long hair we can take it there if you want it she froze, said she's comin' wit' me heart beatin' at 150 then stripped said show me what you'd do with this if you insist, just stand by Hook
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Lyrics Verse 1 (Cam James) 10 o'clock and she comin' well, not yet, linin' up all this stubble thinkin' bout touchin' on yo neck, outfit that she rockin' had me on ten little man about to go in got that "run n tell all yo friends" love yeah, for the third time in three days she drivin' over my place nah my boy's spot in them Glades huh check the whip in that Navigator on blades, huh hop out, outta all them days, this gon' be the best she walk in slow motion, see the dress I'm stuck... she got me lifted oh my god, I'm 'bout to park in that trunk and the hair too perfect, got them curly tips red gloss on them purrty lips knock twice, low lights (check) strawberries on ice (check) got the chicken on rice (check) hella hype for that moment when I taste ya body get on it got a dope night, when I put you up on that throne and take you down (down) just know it ain't no love here I'm in town for one mo' night don't put yo teeth or gums near too late to judge yeah Hook (Kendall Rankin) I told my girls don't wait around for me tonight We only got this moment now, let's make it right Emotions flair, we'll take it there, oh don't be shy Won't last forever but tonight boy you'll be mine Wasn't expecting to fall for you Fatally attracted to your every move One night evolved into something true But now it's too late Verse 2 (Cam James) Ahh She got that Badu hair Elle Varner lips, exotic flair skin kissed with that melanin, no tellin' when I just nod and stare when she callin' me down to see that crown her jewels glowin', and she levitatin', that girl can't touch the ground though I see that, this paradigm and my state of mind been flippin' my homies tell me I'm trippin', why you drownin' you should be dippin' can't explain it, she a dime piece, been two weeks, she keep comin' back headboard for that love makin', rule number one, don't become attached god damn, where did I go wrong? shoulda left by now (what the hell you doin?) thinkin' bout movin' innnn, 'cause I can't roll out she hypnotizin', my eyes locked on them thighs, mind been workin', straight up slipped inside of my walls, wait guard defenses on pause, wait started screenin' my calls, dates been turnin' into mornings the finer things I forfeit, sex gon' elevate importance maybe it's too late though caught up in, ecstacy we been bottlin' overdose on yo' love, my mind yellin' out not again not again Hook Love me, love me not (3x)
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Lyrics Hey...Hey... love me not right right Bridge Uh, One time for the women that'll love you right Uh, One time for the women comin' home tonight Two times for the one that I chose tellin' her the thangs nobody else knows she don't need rings, she can buy her own clothes kinda somethin' like this independent woman and her lovin' don't stop all the work I done put in it I'm bout to go pop, like glocks, and the feelin' on top, she be ridin' like a Corvette bruh man I love to see her in the mornin' she be lookin' all bright gotta meet her she be walkin' 'round naked all night when I beat it I be catchin' all the feelings said I never ever catch, on lock Hook Hey, hey you Do you love me not? Baby girl I gotta know hey, do you love me not? Yeah, tell me what it's gon' be (love me?) (love me not?) (4x) Baby let me know when you decide if I cannot provide all the lovin' you need you should leave me let me know when you decide if I cannot provide all the lovin' that you need Verse 2 Never would I everrrr Think twice 'bout us, together I'm a real ass dude she down for whatever both wanted love, we found it, but never mind that baby girl throw down when the weather get good girl rock that two piece, in the Bahamas, gettin' gassed like QT 5 women wit' the ass, ya crew deep fly club, make the planet look 2d ya must not get it I ain't no lame nah nice dude, but I ain't no saint nah in the passenger seat like Hey Ma got the state of mind right I ain't never felt this a day in my life do you love me? 'cause if not, I gots to know Are You That Somebody I should Rock The Boat for is it worth it? (nah nah, nah nah nah) did I just fall prey to the curses? (nah nah, nah nah nah) all the girls I played, I deserve this (nah nah, nah nah nah) yeah, she one in a, billion, I been waitin for the Sun if a angel fall down I gotta get all rounds I'm dyin, my heart poundin', tell me what the deal is Hook Bridge
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Verse 1 Counterpoint to my waves, in these days gravity pullin' me ways, the opposites gon' crash uh, when we get combustion, this blaze, embrace collateral damages, been famished off yo ass uh, man she got me starvin' for affection, erections of an adolescent line it up, they droppin' fast as, I stare down this runway last Sunday dreamin' of a different galaxy, yo balance beam on top of me and this separate class that we in, swimming class don't laugh at me I'm breaststrokin' after 3am, feelin' like an Atlantean her body wet, and I been vetted, flawless veracity 'n nobody know me but you, how the hell I think 'bout leavin' you gave me a couple of reasons to, can't deal with pressure not gon' buy you out for these chickens, you ain't Kobe's Vanessa panty hose on the dresser, watch you get naked all day if I could when I die bet all of my neighbors gon' say I was good to her, I done gave you all the affection in me, three times broken, tryna be yo teammate love you, you'd never be my opponent break up then we disown it, then regret and leave the moment called my momma cryin', broke down, said put some Jesus on it ain't prayed in months...reminiscin' on all them hearts, several slayed at once...and I pulled amazing stunts act as if, you always had yo hands chained, I had the whip she gon' turn yo rock hard to powder, been out here baggin' bricks she got magic tricks Hook Yo I been cut up hit me wit' that real I had to tell my feelings shut up now these girls is wavin' at me, I just holla what up they can't get too close, swear to God that shit because of you (4x) What the hell am I gon' do (2x) Waves Verse 2 Goin' outta my mind tho gave me life when we first met why the hell am I dyin' tho snuck up on me no warnin' shots swear to God my third eye been closed shoulda felt all them bad vibes a hundred seventeen nights ago I let you get too close, she sayin' "why'd I let you hit"... huh, we the two most confusin' lovers I done met but that story flip when she tell it mayne thinkin' back to my worst pain, n this felt the same we open, can't breathe lately, that suffocation inside she controllin' my life, from the passenger in my ride, uh gas pedals ain't lettin' up, you can see the fear in my eyes, uh headed straight for that beachfront, I ain't tryna die in no tide hold up, whenever my lady roll up got the room on lockdown, in that box drownin' nobody colder, this girl belong in MOMA flawless piece, bakin' soda, she done made my heart release... tryna control my temper, pulled my card at least a few times daily, they all say you fine baby but I know, that I dodged a bullet just like True Crime lately I'm feelin', lost, focusin' on my flaws images in my brain, like that purple trim on yo draws flip the script, I know she know it cancerous, chemo it bringin' out all my dark dreams, no outlet for this poet I'm trippin' hard... can we sail out? locked up wit' no bail out? I don't wanna leave... but that water risin', I can't breathe somebody help I'm by myself
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Lyrics Verse 1 I don't remember your face, who the hell is you? got another one fillin' yo space, who I tell shit to like, all my hopes and dreams, ambitions gave no fucks about, my vision selfish, motivated by insecurities yeen wanna be alone, mission accomplished new dick in ya life, stop it had my dick in a vice, topless pics all on my phone, I ain't delete those no comment, don't wanna talk, well b**** I ain't Tirico you can fall on like 50 dudes between now and my death but I'm beyond deaf I can't see you, you don't exist, threw all away all yo' gifts birthday's 2 months from now, I hope you got emotions down on yo list hah, 'cause you the best thing that ever happened to me at the same time, you the fuckin' worst (fuck this verse) Hook I been chillin', hangin', thinkin' 'bout my life without you in it I been fine, phone be blowin' up, way too many women in this world, can't be trippin' over one or I become blind victims of yo system, I been starin' at the Sun At the Sun Verse 2 She got somebody I don’t wanna know what he look like, fuck it...when shit get rocky, cause you rebounded don’t me callin, I rerouted, yo grown ass wanna be childish tho I gave everything I had, and then mo' got me smokin', pass the indo I spit my game I talk my shit you need practice suckin' d*** taught you errything you know and yo new man is counterfeit do better... I just wonder if you paid attention when you measured your life without me and life beside me new weather, it's no mo' clouds been on the edge, considered my end lookin' at bridges, thinkin' 'bout jumpin' or hangin' myself, my feet in the wind talked to the homies, I suddenly started believin' again used to be runnin' through women my confidence up back to me linin' 'em up you had me dyin' alive, walkin' through crowds of people they happy as hell, I'm cryin' inside couple of exes is dyin' to ride I can't see colors, since I lost out on my first you changed my life girl, I don't even feel like rhymin' (fuck this verse) Hook You know I got that amnesia forgot all about you, can't remember yo features, yeah (2x) (Fuck both of y'all) Bounce! To infinity beyond, bounce...
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Yeah yeah Fuck you pay me Imma need the money for the pain 'Cause she left me in the rain wit' a selfie To remember all the love, what remains Is a little bit of game, I ain't wealthy, nah But I keep my whip clean, dope fiend For the Instagram hoes got a healthy, yeah Dependence on the homies when I change They gon' let me know first Somebody said the first heartbreak is Gon' hurt he ain't lyin' Heard you got another, man you movin' on quick Two months, did we overlap once, she deny it Really don't matter 'cause it happened 'bout a year ago Couldn't care less, but I'm workin' through stress Memories of hittin' on the living room couch I was pullin' on ya hair and you was workin' that dress People tellin' me to let go, nah But I remember when I turned 23 you got the retro Game console, Tony Hawk Pro Skater and ya never Wanted nothin' in return, wait a minute I'm supposed to be profane Gettin' rid of pics with the propane Got my confidence back like Rogaine Killin' it and yo lame ass better stay in yo lane Just playin' Stunt all day, that'll hide that shit Cop that bracelet to hide that shit Goin' on dates nevermind that tip Pullin' all day nevermind that chick I stunt all day, that'll hide that shit Cop that bracelet to hide that shit Goin' on dates nevermind that tip Pullin' all day nevermind (I ain’t got no juice) 2 cups, po up imma slay the game when I grow up ghost ride the whip when I show up hope she watchin me when I blow up (no juice) 2 cups, po up imma slay the game when I grow up ghost ride the whip when I show up hope she watchin me when I blow (I ain’t got no juice) the hell do y’all think? whenever I’m thirsty, pass that drank whenever I’m thirsty, pass that drank whenever I’m thirsty, pass that drank (2x) Verse 2 I don’t know about y’all… but whenever I fall…yeah all I got is my balls, it ain’t enough words yeah, feelings been un-heard a bunch of anger inside of a cuss word people listenin’ thinkin’ I’m ab-surd I’m a little handsome, but had enough curves got me standoffish, and ending up worse why? women got me thinkin ain’t nobody really worth that never talking and I’m tryna get the nerve back don’t nobody know what I been dealing wit all I got is dedication, stealing it spittin’ my game to the women they, feelin it but never fall through, hands to the ceiling wit’ a question (what?) do I gotta be the player finessin’ layers of flair to preface the flexin’ just for the digits, the haters gone text in “he the type of joker that’ll leave” wait a minute I’m a real man, why I gotta worry bout the process know I used to be a monster, the Loch Ness got less time left for the money my bets on the honeys that be rockin in the front row stop looking, stop worrying about it momma said it’s gone happen when I let God have it that’s a bet, got me feelin like John Madden send a X and O…nobody gotta know that I’m juiceless Hook

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Cam James' debut album. The insecurity, the anxiety, the depression, the pain. The recovery. Experience life through his eyes.

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released October 29, 2015

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